This is just a entry to say that I'm not dead yet.

I haven't been around a long while because the internet problem at my dorm is still unresolved, so I only have internet access during the weekend at the moment. Moreover, I'm very busy with college this year because this is my last year and we have a ton of things to do.

Sorry about that, but I did not forget my LJ and I swear I will update it asap with more Bleach fanstuff, don't worry.

Useless sidenote: I discovered hardstyle music. Me love. A lot.

Shadow - back to slave on her trillions on-going projects for college

Tags: life
Current Mood: busy like you wouldn't believe
Current Music: Scope Dj - Lockdown

Alright, taking a few minutes to update this thing while I can:

- Had my oral on friday, passed it and will now enter my last year in University. HELL YES. Definitely proud of that. I'm finally done with my mémoire and soutenance. My French friends will know what I'm talking about.

- Read chapter 375 of Bleach, went WTF for obvious reasons but hopes to see more of Grimmjow soon.
- Read chapter 150 of StS Lost Canvas and went WTF again. Way to tease the fangirls ahaha XD;;
- Is hoping that my internet connection will work from my room soon rather than having to go down to the main room.
- Is writing and hoping to get as much fanfic stuff done this weekend before uni starts again.

And I think that's about it.

Tags: life
Current Mood: hungry
Current Music: Agalloch - Kneel to the Cross

Just dropping by to say that...

I'm finally in my new dorm at my university again.

And they screwed up the internet connection of my building.

THE ONLY BUILDING IN THE DAMN CAMPUS WITHOUT PROPER INTERNET YET.

And I'm in it.

FUCK.

So don't worry if I'm being suddenly very absent again... I will just have a lot less time to go on the internet as before, that's all.

At least during the week.

*cries and tries to hang self*

Tags: life
Current Mood: crushed beyong belief
Current Music: my laptop trying to cool down

I dropped my memoire (aka the essay we have to write in our last year or so of university) at my teacher's office today.

I'm so god damn HAPPY to finally be done with it, it's just plain insane. I can barely believe I don't have to worry about it anymore. Sure, the teacher will probably tell me to correct a few last minute things, but the core of the memoire is over.

131 pages of studing translation theories.

Holy shit.

How the fuck did I manage to pull that off?? O_O (for the record, the required number was 60 pages) Frickin' mystery.

Now excuse me while I crawl into my bed and sleep for a week. 'cos 4 nights of going to sleep at 4am and waking up at 8am in a row just went and did a number on my brain. I think I'm seeing double.

*crawls into bed*

PS: more pictures of Creamy's kittens coming soon, 'cos the little furballs are the cutest thing I've ever seen. They've started to explore the basement!

PPS: Ignore the title of this post, lack of sleep is catching up to me, I don't even know what I'm writing anymore.

Tags: life
Current Mood: about ready to collapse
Current Music: Lady Gaga - I Like It Rough

I changed my layout again. This is due to the fact that I finally found one which was both easy to use/instal and which still offered a possibility to let me customise it with my own header.

I'm pretty pleased.

Now I'm off to bed as I'm completely wiped out from work today.

It's a miracle I last as long as I did. @__@

Tags: layout, life
Current Mood: exhausted
Current Music: Porcelain and the Tramps - I Feel Perfect

I've been MIA on my LJ for a while now, I know and I apoligize for it as chances are high this situation may last a little bit more.

Still for those of you who care I'll try to summary the last events :


- I'm done with university for the year. No more exams etc

- I got sick my my layout and until I gather the strenght to do something about it, I will use a premade LJ layout.

- I probably didn't mention it but I received my Grimmjow and Ichigo plushies, along with the Grimmjow figure. They are all gorgeous.

- Bleach still owns my soul.

- My external disk died. I got a new one with more space.

- I got a job on Monday.


That's it for today. I'm sorry it's so short but I will do better next time, especially as I have some bleach icons and wallpapers to post. ^_^

Tags: layout, life
Current Mood: apathetic
Current Music: Tommy Heavenly - 2BFree

I finally updated my site, after a few months of black out.

Then again I had lost all my info when my computer crashed in January and I had to find them again to log into my site... At least now it's done and my site is updated if anyone is interested.

I even added a custom favicon.ico to it! So to all my friend list, could you do me a favor please and see if it works? What I did was replace the "free" icon in the url tool bar with my own custom icon so that when you see/bookmark my site, you will be able to locate it right away and know what/whom site it is. The custom icon is of a little black cat.

Thanks in advance if you guys look at it and give me feedback! ^^;

Shadow - mode geek/webmaster on

Tags: life
Current Mood: geeky
Current Music: Look at Us Now - Sarina Paris

Happy birthday merueru! ^^;;

Sorry for the late post, I still haven't completely come back to the internet right now so I'm missing a ton of stuff. XD;;


PS: I have totally fallen in love with the band Porcelain and the Tramps. *_* I love their music, it sort of reminds me of The Birthday Massacre sometimes...

Tags: life
Current Mood: lethargic
Current Music: P.A.T.T - You Want

Updating my LJ (and my site for that matter) is growing harder and harder. -_- I have no time! Well I did just finish uni and am now studying for my exams so it should get better soon.

RL may be finally settling down now that uni is over. I'm working monday morning at a local shop and my driving lessons are getting along nicely, all of those which had taken a lot of my time until recently. My memoire is coming along too, my teacher gave me the ok so I'm good. Just still kinda busy as hell.

But I decided to take a little break for the occasion (the end of class) and did another short little amv thingie.

Another 'couple' video I made based on the same idea than my Ichigo/Grimmjow video. ^^ I tried a few new tricks here and I was rather pleased with it. It could be from both of their point of view I guess, but when I started it I was thinking of it as Grimmjow's side of things.

Ulquiorra/Grimmjow is not my favorite couple, like Ichigo/Grimmjow but I do like them together as well.



Obviously I'm still deep into Bleach as you can see from my layout and my new moodtheme, that I did ALL by MYSELF. Yes I'm proud, can you tell?

Now life would be perfect if I could just find more uke!grimmjow damnit. I want him to come back in the manga already...

PS: When I have time again I will scan my latest bleach fanarts... I swear I will... ^^;;

PPS: I love Sony Vegas. <33

Tags: amv, bleach, grimmjow, ichigo/grimmjow, life, ulquiorra/grimmjow
Current Mood: busy
Current Music: InnerPartySystem - Don't Stop

First of all: Exams are DONE! O_O Holy god, thank you! *kisses ground*

Second: my computer lives!!!

I know most of you may not understand what I'm talking about so I will explain: the reason I wasn't online more often lately (beside having to study for my exams I mean) is that my computer died on me. Sort of.

The system disk died and my dad and I spend a whole WEEK fixing everything. We finallly fix the monster two days ago. *cheers* I never want to have to go through this ever again though. It took forever to format the correct disk, fix the missing drivers for the PC and finding/installing the programs I normally used.

The good thing is that my computer is like brand new, faster than ever (no junk in it yet XD), has more Go to spare (about 200Go) and that I haven't lost any of my data (aka fics/pics/amv and other fandom stuff that I collect like crazy ^^;;).

And this, people, is why I never keep my fandom stuff on the main/system disk of my PC but on two different disks (1 is an external disk). That way I didn't lose anything when my PC died. It could have been much worse.

I still have to instal the drivers for my tablet though. *rushes to do just that*


PS: Today I remembered that I was also a fanartist and not just an amv maker. XD *has 5 Kakuhidan fanarts ready to be colored in her PC*

Tags: computer, life
Current Mood: creative
Current Music: Dont Trust Me - 3oh!3